A dream and a nightmare.

I don't mean to run
But Everytime You come Around
I Feel more alive, than ever
And I guess it's too much
Maybe we're too young
And I don't even know whats real
But I Know I've never...

Wanted anything so bad
I've never wanted anyone so bad

If I let you love me
Be the one I adore
Would you go all the way
Be the one I'm looking for
If i let you love me (If i Say)
Be the one I adore (Its O.k)
Would you go all the way (You can Stay)
Be the One I'm looking for

Help me come back down
From high above the clouds
You know im suffocating, But i blame this town
Why do I deny
The things that burn inside,
Down deep I'm barley breathing
But you just see a smile

And I don't wanna let this go
Really i just want to know.....

Crazy woman drivers.

So long little green monster, I had a many good memories with you.

I was in a pretty bad accident. Luckily, I am ok. Sore and bruised, but ok. My car... not so much.

So I was turning left onto A st. , and there was a big truck turning right onto 21st where I was. I waited, made sure the cost was clear and went. Then a car zipped around the truck and slammed into me. Just a couple feet farther and it would have crushed my drivers side door.

I had a pretty rough day and I just have to say this.

"Of all the times you've flaked out on me, I wish that the day I was in a car wreck had not been one of them."

Thats all.

Life thus far.

It has been so long since my last post! A guess a lot has happened, but at the same time, nothings new. I'm pretty boring. Sleep, work, One Tree Hill.....

I am a Nanny now, and loving it. I watch a 15 month old 5 days a week and she is an adorable terror. 

I am working on setting up for school in the winter. Its exciting and scary all at the same time. 

I have made some amazing new friends. Mike and Jean. If Mike weren't 30, I would swear we were twins. Raised in Glendora, has a freakish LOVE for giraffes, oh and loves homestar runner. I feel as though we are truly meant to be friends. It also nice to have some folks around that don't seem to have the need for so much drama. I've been noticing more and more lately that the people who have it well off seem to create drama for themselves.

People! Stop what your doing and just live your lives the way God intends you to! It makes me so angry. 

Well thats all for now!

Chow,

Jess

Mike, Jean, and I at an Endeverance show:

Summer fun.

• I can't believe how fast June went!!! In the last week I've done so much! I did a Zombie walk in Freemont for the  Guinness Book of world records, got a new job being a Nanay for a beautiful little girl, and I turned 22!!! Wowza! I feel like life is just passing to quickly, I haven't even really been able to enjoy my summer. And now i have to start school!!
  

Grrr Argh!!

My car broke down in Smokey point(Marysville) on the way to Bellingham last Wednesday afternoon and I STILL there.... So far I have paid: $333.40 for the towing fees, and $904 for the first set of repairs and now they're saying there are MORE problems with it.

My car isn't even worth that much!!! I'm going to ask a friend of mine if I can buy his car and just sell my piece of shit for parts or something.

Ahhhh!! I moved home to get away from the stress of money issues and they just keep piling up!!

Will this ever end?!?

Cheesecakecheesecakecheesecake....

Its been awhile since I've written anything because I've been crazy busy working!! I'm doing ok at Armondos, I'm only there a couple days a week so I can handle it.

But I hate, HATE, hate Cheesecake Factory. Every day I'm there they screw me one way or another and it makes me remember back to why I quit in the first place. The only thing keeping me holding on is that I will be in school soon and will be able to get a GOOD job soon.  

And the fact that there's a cute boy working with me may help just a little ;)

For June.

Soooo I just started at Armondos and iiiiits....ok. Kinda slow but suuper easy. My boss is one of my old friends so its gravy.  Im excited to start at Cheesecake Factory so I can start making some real money. I need to pay my bills!! haha, but anywhozer. I have honestly just been lazy as all hell and eating my weight in junk food so my ass NEEED to go back to yoga. I'm getting fatter by the minute! Other than that, not alot to blog about, I'm bored and boring =) I will update again when I have something interesting to say!!