Life thus far.

It has been so long since my last post! A guess a lot has happened, but at the same time, nothings new. I'm pretty boring. Sleep, work, One Tree Hill.....

I am a Nanny now, and loving it. I watch a 15 month old 5 days a week and she is an adorable terror. 

I am working on setting up for school in the winter. Its exciting and scary all at the same time. 

I have made some amazing new friends. Mike and Jean. If Mike weren't 30, I would swear we were twins. Raised in Glendora, has a freakish LOVE for giraffes, oh and loves homestar runner. I feel as though we are truly meant to be friends. It also nice to have some folks around that don't seem to have the need for so much drama. I've been noticing more and more lately that the people who have it well off seem to create drama for themselves.

People! Stop what your doing and just live your lives the way God intends you to! It makes me so angry. 

Well thats all for now!

Chow,

Jess

Mike, Jean, and I at an Endeverance show:

Summer fun.

• I can't believe how fast June went!!! In the last week I've done so much! I did a Zombie walk in Freemont for the  Guinness Book of world records, got a new job being a Nanay for a beautiful little girl, and I turned 22!!! Wowza! I feel like life is just passing to quickly, I haven't even really been able to enjoy my summer. And now i have to start school!!
  

Grrr Argh!!

My car broke down in Smokey point(Marysville) on the way to Bellingham last Wednesday afternoon and I STILL there.... So far I have paid: $333.40 for the towing fees, and $904 for the first set of repairs and now they're saying there are MORE problems with it.

My car isn't even worth that much!!! I'm going to ask a friend of mine if I can buy his car and just sell my piece of shit for parts or something.

Ahhhh!! I moved home to get away from the stress of money issues and they just keep piling up!!

Will this ever end?!?

Cheesecakecheesecakecheesecake....

Its been awhile since I've written anything because I've been crazy busy working!! I'm doing ok at Armondos, I'm only there a couple days a week so I can handle it.

But I hate, HATE, hate Cheesecake Factory. Every day I'm there they screw me one way or another and it makes me remember back to why I quit in the first place. The only thing keeping me holding on is that I will be in school soon and will be able to get a GOOD job soon.  

And the fact that there's a cute boy working with me may help just a little ;)

For June.

Soooo I just started at Armondos and iiiiits....ok. Kinda slow but suuper easy. My boss is one of my old friends so its gravy.  Im excited to start at Cheesecake Factory so I can start making some real money. I need to pay my bills!! haha, but anywhozer. I have honestly just been lazy as all hell and eating my weight in junk food so my ass NEEED to go back to yoga. I'm getting fatter by the minute! Other than that, not alot to blog about, I'm bored and boring =) I will update again when I have something interesting to say!!

Ew.

Mixed signals? How is trying to make conversation, nay, PULL conversation out of someone sending them "mixed signals" ? Just because I talk to you and you happen to have a penis doesn't mean I want to screw or marry you. Maybe I just wanted someone to talk to. Is that so bad?

He's just not that into you.

Cute movie... except for the fact that it made me feel like SHIT. I was completely slapped in the face by the story line, sitting there like a sappy little bitch,c crying and thinking... "Hey... that girl is a lot like me..." I've done all of those things: obsess why they aren't calling, stalk their facebook, told myself that they can change and that we are obviously perfect for each other.(Grant-it, this was when I was closer to 19 years old...) . Its all bull that I continue to tell myself so that I don't have to get hurt. It SUCKS to see you life in the big screen that way.

There's also "that guy". The girly one that I can't stand! The one thats like me!! I don't need to date a vagina, I have my own, thanks!

Now in the end, the girl does find a guy. A great guy. And it gives me this little glimmer of hope. The same glimmer I see in my friends eyes when I'm watching them at their weddings. But then I remember that it was just a movie and that it does not turn out this way for everyone.

Bleh. I'm getting pretty tired of all of this relationship propaganda in my face all the time.

DAMN IT EDWARD CULLEN! WHY CAN'T YOU BE REAL!!!